bittersweet happiness ;
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
today was the cross country competition at botanic gardens/CCAB. today was also the table tennis finals against rgs at toa payoh sports hall. i chose to go watch the trackers run, and wasn't disappointed the least. :)
english exam is on friday. i am dead.
today we also had study skills workshop part two during TOP. sometimes when there are such activities or workshops, i guess it's meant to motivate you and encourage you to work harder, but somehow, it just makes me dread the next SIX months even more. you know, the feeling like you can't really match up? that no matter what you do, however hard you try, your best is still not enough? yeah, that crappy feeling is what i feel now. and i'm so behind in my studies. keat li was telling me it's too early to get stressed, but i think i'm too vunerable to not be stressed.
and then here i am still online, and not getting down to work. with my development chapter opened in front of me, waiting to be dissolved into notes. standard of living, is defined as the living conditions, or the conditions in which people live. does the emotional part count in this, like stressful conditions, cos if it does, singapore with it's stressful education system will have like the lowest standard of living.
back to my development.
( 5:29 AM )