what hurts the most ;
Monday, September 10, 2007
well. today is doing chinese papers day. :) haha, i'm currently doing the catholic high MYE 2007 express chinese paper. and then later i've to do the tkgs MYE 2007 express chinese paper as well. not too bad, all the papers are relatively easy, compared to cedar papers, and the anderson paper was like a killer. but oh well. haha. :D tomorrow i'm going to stay back and study study study. :D the EOYs are in less than 10 days.
anyway, on the way home , my mom was talking about how she was packing up her office. and with all the stuff inside, it was like insane. so she asked
'how do you pack away eight years of your life?' so i was pondering it ever since. is it actually possible to pack away, or simply keep it's far away and out of sight, forever. like keeping away every single thing that played a part in the last few years of your life. all the memories, the happy times, the sad experiences, the celebrations, the monumental moments, the short meaningful times, and all the more. then after you do, assuming that it can be done, what happens to you. afterall itsn't it the experiences that one goes through that make the person who they have become? you might as well be wiping your memory clean.
i don't wanna live my life without you.the last week or so has been really crazy. like non-stop mugging in church, then the ongoing games at the carnival on friday, followed by band practise, etc. oh and mokky bought us far too sweet lollipops from china. :) thanks! like so sweet, you could die of diabeties. lol. :D anyway, i've been reading and rereading my books, cos of severe bout of boredom. and of too much studying. i really feel even under prepared for this. when mdm faridah said that there was only TENN dayts left to our first EOY paper, i freaked. like i expected more time, not ten days. that's not enough!i'm like praying really hard. that i'll be able to do all this for God's glory. and do well, for him. i sometimes feel i'm not living up to the title of child of God. :/
so as the wave of paranoia hits, i better go start memorising. :)
before that,
tag replies.
mokky: eh, don't dodge the blame lah. hahaha, it was meant for you!
LEE: hello, here, REPLIED. :D
anon lorz: erm.
yuqi: aye aye ma'am. :) you mug hard too. action woman!
Zach: hello. well, i've been busy mugging for my EOYs. maybe i'll talk to you after my exams. and your mom's birthday was on sunday! haha. :)
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