hello. :D i'm jasmine tan and i'm proud to be a child of God :D

i want a canon digital IXUS 970 IS, an ipod classic, a new handphone and :D

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today was tiring, fun and really really nonsense. :) it was good. andd i woke up at 5am. to finish up my chinese paper, and deal with my stupid poofy hair. :/ i reached school at like 5.50am, and then fooled around till like 7.15am, which was when i ran my two rounds with shafika. i think my lungs are lousy. i was like choking for air on my second round, at shafika's pace. oh mann, after so long without training i'm like :/ oh well. after that did plain nonsense, played captains ball with a twist. like with balls of all sorts, from netballs to ping pong balls. and we won that game but ranked third overall only. so then the 50th lap people came in, after FOUR hours of running. like whoo, so pro. :) and then we went up to the mph for the celebrations. i hope next year's will be major. :)

then after that, we really fooled around, going after free food. cos everyone was giving out. and then we went around asking somemore. :/ i make us sound like pigs. and we ate until, i quote nair, 'my stomach is expanding', or something like that. haha. played with the ketupat. kicking it around, and then anooja and nair started behaving like mild gangsters. everytime the ketupat fell to the ground they kept shouting 'what's this, what's this' in malay. it was so funny. and then we went to raihans house and watched movies. but i left through the first one. -.- so yeah.

now i'm so tired, so sleepy, and aching all over.

tag replies.
olive: soon. paisehh, i'm procrastinating alot.
abi: you too. :)
daniella: just enjoy yourself girl. loves. :)
mokky: eh, i study very hard one! if i slack, is cos of too much influence from someone
shakila: hello. you didn't get asthma today! :D

( 5:31 AM )

tomorrows the 50 lap run cum teacher's day celebrations. :D whole day off. haha. can't wait. i'll be running 2 rounds at 6.50am, and then i'm gonna be FREEFREEFREE. whoo. and then the whole thing ends around like 12noon? yeah. don't think i'll be going back to nanyang though. i'll be (1)too late, (2)unfamiliar, and (3)bored. maybe i'll go out with the team. don't know though. either that or i'll go to the national library and studyy. :) whee.

andd, guess what. i didn't manage to do what i planned. like biology is barely half done, and social studies is hardly touched. :/ hahaha. but my history notes are close to finishing. :DD and geography was like good. revised almost all the chapters. okay. so this week wasn't THAT bad. and i think the mathematics department intends to kill us. the topics tested in the eoys are like overwhelming. for a maths it's from simultaneous equations in two unknowns all the way to coordinate geometry. unless there's more topics. and then in e math the topics are still being taught. the quartiles and percentiles thingy that ms leong taught today. speaking of ms leong, she gave us a combined extra math lesson with 3n in the theatrette. at least there was air-con and it was like math, so we could do on our own. if not i think i would have fallen asleep or something. i was like so tired.

and then now as i type this out, i'm listening to music and going through history that was taught in term one. like the impact of world war one, league of nations, blahblahblah, etc. cos i can't possibly write as i type right. okay. ermerm. oh and i read in today's newspaper that in 2009, the year i'm entering jc, their adding a new subject, english, as in studying the spoken english. and i want to take it. it's like so cool. :)
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i think the world needs to restart. so just press the rewind button and replay this whole track.


because your dreams are made of plastic, don't you know it?


so lets see how much you actually know me.
here's a toast to all those who knew me all too well.
here's to the night we felt alive.
here's to the tears you knew you'd cry.
here's to goodbye, tomorrow's gonna come too soon.
here's to you, who actually managed to bring a smile to my face.
and here's to the day when Christ Jesus finally makes his return, and we'll join up with him in the sky, on the way to heaven.


let me be, leave me alone to dream.
let me drive, far away from the cities and night lights.
let me wander into oblivion, on this road of life.
let me sleep, away from all respite.
let me love, to live my life.


and this is where i make my choice
and this is the point of no return
and this is the time i cannot cry
this is the time i change my life

and this is the time i walk away
throwing the past into the drain
and this is the time my heart will change
please help me get over this stage


then the music returns and the moment is gone forever.
it’s now returned to becoming a carousel of images; black and white.


hello my heart

( 4:59 AM )

and i changed by blogskin again, cos i just felt like it. :) but this one's like really nice, plain but nice. :)

( 2:16 AM )

the art of persuasion.

you know, the movie, the lake house, has a really really nice storyline. it's really sweet. :) it's something like persuasion by jane austen, i think. about a guy and girl who are meant to be together, but everything from time to place hinders them from meeting. and finally, they do. :D

i was studying chem this WHOLE morning and afternoon. and a bit of chinese and history here and there. hahaha. :)

oh and germs left yesterday. :/ it was a ______ affair. i couldn't find the appropriate word to describe it. like sad but happy for her. and then i got thinking about my future studies. oh well. still don't really know what i should do. i'll just let God take the lead. :)

the next time i come online i'm going to blog a long long long post. about anything and everything under the sun. :) but it just might be boring. haha.

ciao.

( 5:49 AM )

OHMYGOSH.

history AND a math common test FOUR tomorrow.

goodbye, i'm going to studyy.

( 6:04 AM )

i think i'm becoming like more and more accident prone. :/

anyway, here are some photos to update my long time away. :) especially the long national day break. oh, and they're in no specific order.

ella and yvonne. :)


3z ! :DD



table partner ! :)


nicest picture. :)


FOOL family. <3s


da jie. :) in her house tee. (the photo with her in her sari went missingg :/)



cute little mother - guided by her own mother :)

and now. :))

MRT

lunch time at soup spoon.

our favourite hobby. :)

RETRRO :)

pretty pretty claire.

LOVE YOU! :D bffs.

( 5:23 AM )

i've been listening to all the planetshakers songs that i have on my ipod for this whole afternoon. and their music is really really nice. and to top it all off. it praises God no end. especially, angels cry holy, evermore, not ashamed, follow, no tomorrow and always and forever. :) so nice.

anyway. today was nice enough. i went for lunch with grace and judith. and took a nice walk with you. and then studied history and chemistry and practised a math. :D so nice, but i think i'm going to fail chemistry, but i'm just going to keep mugging now. and oh yeah, and happy birthday to your brother. huhh. :)

and eclipse comes out on tuesday. and i want it. :) maybe if i go out on thursday or friday i'll go buy it. :) and yeah, i want to go out on thursday and then go to the padang and watch the pretty pretty fireworks. and then on friday i want to watch rush hour THREEE. :DD with rebecca. so here's the plan. i mug really really hard tomorrow, tuesday and wednesday. and then thursday and friday i ask to go out. :) anyway the history test is source based. so not so bad, considering i know germany fairly well. wheee.'

okay. now i feel like talking about twilight. which is oh my gosh, so nice. and so so sweet. :)) and then the author HAD to make the sequel a really really sad one. like making edward leave her behind. AH :((. like so sadd. i hope this third book is nice. please let if be. and don't let her choose jacob over edward. oh well. i'm kind of spouting nonsense. but like it matters. no one reads already. hehh.

and yeah, i'll blog on our blog soon alright. (: so smile. hope you enjoyed your brother's birthday dinner.

( 6:00 AM )

national day's right around the corner. approximately 6 days away. and the uniform groups were practising today. like the whole thing except without the uniforms and the real guest of honour. so they grabbed someone off the first level empty corridor to pretend to be him/her so yusin could practise escorting the GOH up. hahaha, they grabbed parveen who was so shocked. :) the memory was priceless. she went up there and stifled her laughter throughout the march past. :) and then we sang a few out-of-tuned national day songs. and then i went to do my study schedule. i've to study chemistry alot. and i FINALLY FINALLY got the mole concept. like i pray i remember. :DD and then i need to practise a math and biology and history SBQ. like all the tests coming up right after the national day holiday. speaking of which, is a 3 day holiday, in addition to the weekend making it almost a week. :)

and as you can see, i've changed the skin to this morbid thing. but it's really cute. and it has the plainish theme i was looking for. so :) and i deleted a whole lot of links cos their practically useless. i don't go to their blogs. so the ones are left are the people sho i come into contact with more often. like the netballers and the 3z peeps. not saying i go to their blogs very frequently, but just enough to be on the list. :)

oh, and i just finished writing the forum letter for homework. it's about english. and truthfully, not all is my own. :/ the last part is just some random opinion. but majority is my own work. :)) it's about the Speak Good English Movement. how english is important in communication with people of other nationalities, not familar with our "native tongue", i.e. singlish. and how we should speaking well but simply, to be understood all around.

just so you know, i really can't stand people who laugh at me because i'm being me. what's your problem. seriously.
here's one last thing, someday you'll know how i really feel and someday you'll live to regret it.

( 6:55 AM )