i never promised you a ray of light ;
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
blogger is oh so screwwed up. my posts that were supposed to be for 14 march became 13 march. lol oh well. can't really be bothered with the dates anyway nowadays. they now solely serve to scare me and worry me about the coming tests and exams. how comforting.
wheee. sometimes it’s just easier to feel like you’re the only one in the world who’s struggling, who’s frustrated, not satisfied but barely getting by. but that feeling is a lie. and if you just hold on, just find the courage to face it all for another day, someone or something will find you and make it all okay because we all need a little help sometimes. someone to help us hear the music in the world to remind us that it won’t always be this way. that someone is out there, and that someone will find you. but of course when faced with the unknown, most of us prefer to turn around and go back. but once in a while people push on to something better. something found just beyond the pain of going in alone, and just beyond the bravery and courage it takes to let someone in. or to give someone a second chance. something beyond the quiet persistence of a dream. because it’s only when you’re tested that you truly discover who you are. and it’s only when you’re tested that you discover who you can be. the person you want to be does exist. someone on the other side of hard work and faith and believe, and beyond heart ache and fear of what lies ahead.
ever wished you were someone else. or that you'd never been born. have you ever thought of killing yourself?
( 3:43 PM )